merderia

Why cant we talk? Whats wrong with that? Friends? You said no. Somehow You figured out, how to make me smile And your honest To honest, you told me the truth Shes in the picture Im not Did i get that right? We only talk when your horny You know Id never say no, to you Whats the matter with us? Did we just start out all wrong? I thought it was right.. Did you even know my name? Did you even care? You didnt want me to cry You must have cared..  alil  <3

Tell a story Count to ten Take a breath Keep your anger in See him? The one sitting He hates your guts. One day he'll kill you In very cold blood He'll leave you there, thinking About all that you've done So count to ten And don't cock you gun Hes going to kill you Just for fun He'll smile, laugh And tell you goodnight As he puts the gun up to your head Goodnight <3

I hate society, and I always thought it was because I was some sort of anarchist—and maybe that's still undecided— but I really hate society because it made you uncomfortable with your body and of all the bodies I've seen (in all my whoring)— yours is my favorite— the most beautiful body I've ever seen be it in person or on a screen— a dream

Wherever you go, Whatever you do, I will be there to hold you always, To help you see life through Most of what you want, And all the things you need, These things, along with my love, Are gifts you will receive As long as I live, Even after I am gone, My love will burn so bright, It will always be this strong Let me tell you a story, About your father's love All the times I carry you, It's you that lifts me up All the times that you cry, I'll be right by your side, Your father's love is eternal, It will never be denied Whatever you dream, Whatever you want to be, I will be there to guide you, I will teach you to believ

Sad Confusion I am here... Watching And I am here... Waiting I see it around me, I hear it everywhere I see dreams in shadows, But I can't seem to care I see the world burning, I see it turned to dust I see everything breaking, And I guess it's because I must I see the world ending, As it consumes me This is my sad confusion, Burning eternally I am here... Taking And I am here... Erasing Everyone that I've known, Leaving me here all alone I see dreams in shadows, Where they take me I will go I see the world burning, I see it turned to dust I see everything breaking, Including all that I trust I see the world endin

Loveless If I were to die today What would you mark on my grave? Beloved daughter Even though you call me a selfish, worthless whore who should've never been born? I doubt it. Beloved sister Even though we barely talk to each other anymore? I doubt it. Beloved friend Even though I failed you (or will) when you needed me the most? I doubt it. Beloved girlfriend Even though I'm not your girlfriend and you're just fulfilling your lolita-complex? I doubt it. I'm not a daughter, a sister, a friend and even less a girlfriend: I am the one who is loved by no one. Except maybe my dog.

Heart racing and cheeks burning My mouth dries up as I take a deep breath A throbbing pain takes hold of my body                             I can barely move My head My hears I feel like I’m trapped inside an aquarium                            I can’t ear you clearly But that might be good That way, I can pretend I didn’t hear What I didn’t want to                            And that way                                      Maybe this’ll go away

I’m trying to figure out on my own Who you are I don’t know you anymore I used to know you I used to love you And now Right now I just don’t know And yes, I’m that selfish It’s all about me Me Me I’m the owner of the world My own little world Where you’re not allowed in anymore “I still love you” Those words sting I don’t care You love me? Well, tough luck, buddy Love someone else because I’m taken I love myself and that’s all that comes to it